Lyrics

Escape Artist (self-released, 2013)

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DREAM CHASER

Avenged by a stranger 
In other words awaiting shame 
Unbelievable game 
I’ve felt this way 
But not today 

So well, I’ve seen it all 
Burning cores and step by step creation 

No way out, we must wait another day 
Define life again 

I want to be all alone now 
I want you to know 

No worries, no regrets 
No time to make amends 

And now I feel the love in the wind so well 
I`ll think of you my friend 

Let me go, I’m on my own 
(The sound of creation I hear) 

I may be hopeless now 
But notice how so are you 
Are we slaves to the truth? 

So take this chance to be with me 

Don’t break those chains 
I saw the witches of this world 

Deceiver of shade 
I hope for a proper release 
Dead inside, wake up 
I know you love the cemetery gates 

Here we meet again 
War is not my friend 
I’d better find a way to defend 

Dream chaser, with desire 
I’d better find a way to win 
Dream chaser 

I have overwhelming thoughts 
I will save and kill you all 

Again, I run from these feelings again 
Vengeance, manipulate 
Are we slaves in our own world? 

Nothing remains, all is lost 
Nothing remains, only love.

LOOSE ENDS

Searching for loose ends
This world is moving inside you
Unbelievable how beautiful things are
In this world I leave all my hope
No, I’m not afraid to learn your precious lesson

Carry on, my dying grace,
Lifting souls along the way.

Waiting inside, will you decide?

Wake up to see Your Grace
We are able to fade
I can’t see you face

If only I would be so relieved
So peacefully I would run in your dreams
If only I would be so
If only I would be so relieved
So peacefully
Together we can run away now and forget about
All of this in a second

You’d better hear this warning
You don’t want to fail again
Under the sun we rest, as always
It has begun, we die, we die and lose this game

PATIENCE

They run, accusing everyone
Of sins they all have made
Connections are lost
Dust from the past
Reach for help when you need more
Guidance that is all
And then you reach for more

I adore when you want me to hide in your mind
I will try not fail at all
We should be always free
Laying down on the ground
We’re alive, we’re alive.

Shame I’m a warrior
Pain is my ultimate goal
Heart will be the messenger
Life is just a turning point.

Stay down, remain in your seat now
Troubles run too deep and cannot be ignored
Stay down exceptions are a way out
Be ready for some pain now
It cannot be resolved

We are transformed
And life has evolved

Patience is a lie
This is a curse we all wish to hide
When the signal is lost
Read this abomination guide
For this vengeance this one will overcome

Please leave me, I’ll be asleep
Is this the way we can evolve right now?
Please leave me I’ll be asleep
Release me my patience is running out

DEAD HEART PART I

In this world
I can only hope
Through the storm
I roam

Because all this will end
I’m tired to defend
Or make amends

Go now, I never knew how
I could be like this
I’ve tried so hard
Yet you still keep me in the dark
I’ve tried so hard

Sun goes down
But I’m too weak
Flares and dust, it’s all I see
There’s the goddess on her knees
All my troubles are gone
But only when I’m here
All my troubles are gone
In the garden of fears

DEAD HEART PART II

And I know why
You left me here to die
I don’t care I’m leaving this behind

I don’t care if I fail
I don’t care what they say
She’s the goddess I want
She’s the goddess I will not betray

And I follow the sound
And I follow the wind
And let it take me away

I hope my wings are designed
To withstand all this weight
Why are my dreams torn apart?

I hope my wings are designed
To withstand all this weight
Why are my dreams torn apart?

DEAD HEART PART III

Leaving this world I entered alone
For you
Leave me it’s over I know

Believe me, I’m not insane at all
But this is all I know
Believe me I’m not insane at all
Will I ever be loved?

Leaving this world I entered alone
Are you mine yet?

Slowly life ends, we raise our hands

Dead heart, you will live again
Hope is just a word, then we begin

Are you mine yet?

Slowly life ends, we raise our hands
Still we have to learn

Are you mine yet?

THE MASQUERADE

It was just a mask
Worn to hide
Those years of my past
Well it’s time
To refuse
It’s my right to
Remember that I am lost forever

I am lost, oh no, I am lost

Well waiting
Was not enough
As I still face this
Alone

This was just a mask
How did it all end so fast?

With me all is so complicated
You see, I fake it
And I smile
Embrace it
Or move along

Patience
Just like before
Cry and beg
For your soul

ANOTHER SUN

War
Regain your thoughts
Oh we discussed this
Fade away and your life will be mine

I command your life
I will be fine until you rise

Although we had witnessed so much
Pray for your touch

Warning, what will it be?
Falling, I fall so deep
Before I fall asleep

Places I could find
Waiting for sunlight all my life
You make innovations
Regarding my creation
Can’t you hear my endless cry?
As I want to say goodbye

We are ready for
Seeking everyone
Madness stands alone
Don’t forget my plan

Hey you there
There`s no reason to fight
There will be only ashes
There will be only lies

Maybe you don’t understand
You are welcome to join our realm
Cause deep down inside my heart will bleed

Pray
For
Creation.

WORLD GONE WRONG

Don’t be afraid to hunt
It`s not a sin
Well don’t be afraid to kill
They are infected

Stand back
The endless black will swallow you

This is not enough

Never again, torn in two
Never again, I’m over you

They are entering this world

Have you heard they are entering this world
They will come, they will come and we will burn

No fairytales, you can leave us here to rot
You always get what you deserve
Seed our dead hearts

Away, all those fairytales await
Oh, away, all those fairytales await in
This world

ESCAPISM

We have to escape this prison of ice
So many have died
We must plan this right

Leave this ancient place behind
Leace this ancient place to die

Show yourself save me
Show yourself to me
Ride

The story ends
Now I am free

WAVES

I would like to learn before
My life is over and I know
That I have to go

I’m invincible
I’m the god of this world
I will save this soul
He still has a lot to learn!

No miracles
I thought I knew
How to live with my own truth

Oh, what is this?
Well I feel the calm before the storm

I believe it will come
The last wave
The last one
Just silence
Silence…
I think it has begun
The last storm

You called for me I’m here
To save your life
Yes you deserve to live
And speak your mind

You called for me I’m here
You know me well
Yes you deserve to live
Escape this hell

I believe it will come
The last wave
The last one
Just silence

Fighting for the life I never had
Never give up on faith
And watch out for the wave

Never give up on faith
And watch out for the wave

Mad Man Circus (Asiluum Records, 2010)

FRIENDS FOR A WHILE

We sink and fall, they see our lies, I’m ready to kill
We sink and fall, they see our lies and that’s the deal.

They see me falling down from here.
They see me falling down.

We can be friends for a while
Unless it’s not important to you.
We can be friends fo a while
Unless it’s not so important to you.

Oh, sweeetest face,
Stay a while, ’til the riddle fades.
Oh, wind, you’ll be king someday
Stay.

I am just a riddle, I can’t make you
Hear the sounds
Never see me ’cause you might not understand
Remember

Remember, remember the times
Remember, remember or die.

The sun that shined existed just for you
Believe in what I say
I say it ’cause it’s true
I’ll have some rest now
I wanna be like you
Believe in what I say
I say it cause it’s true

My pain, my pain, my pain is irrelevant
My ways are unpredictable
Never understand what you see
Never understand what you are
Never understand what you see
Never understand what you are
Never understand what you see

I feel the love in the winds, so well
I’ll think of you my friend
Find a reason to stay again
‘Cause that sound of you is dead.

THE ONE WHO WALKS…

All my souls are here today
And nothing’s worth debate
Stay with me, don’t make a sound
I’m leaving you today
All my cities, they collapse
This maze I won’t forget
Forget your past, I’m leaving you today.I brace death
To follow me
To hide is closing your eyees
We can share a destiny
But not in this time.Never know and never wait for my obsession
Don’t let it go away
Shadows come and go
But all the other things you love are slowly dead.Find youself and then you will know that you

Are dead inside those walls.

Final deception in the waters, in the waters now
Final deception in the water.

Dead end, can you find what is coming up ahead
Spit on all your signs, that have made you understand

Drown with me tonight.

…INTO THE WATER

I am standing inside this circle of regrets
I would like to know if my mistakes await
For this moment, I say that I am not sure
For this moment, I say that I am not sure at all.Today, it’s time, I am not sure at all.I am ready for surviving, as the story goes
Fading moments into nightmares

That is what I know.

In this way we come and go
That is what we know,
Silence in the cold.
That is what we know,
Silence in the cold.

It’s time to go back
In my graves
Time tears us apart
As always.

You can be the one who walks inside my dreams again.

The war is dead
No conscience
Can be so unaffected.Burning cities into silence.

THE LOST ART OF CHAPEAUGRAPHY: PART I

No rest, innocence
No reason to remain
No love in my arms
I cannot risk to lose my life.My April tune is falling into you.Demon, I served for you for the last time
Wake up and smell the truth before you die.This is all that your heart can see
Trying to be a riddle in the sand
This is all that your mind can be.I feel the engines of this life
I know it’s mine
On the soil of destruction
Now I will rewindOwn the souls, I feel the shame

It comes inside, it kills the rain

Make my mind brace
All your disgrace

No rest, innocence
No reason to remain
No love in my arms
I cannot risk to lose my life.My April tune is falling into you.

THE LOST ART OF CHAPEAUGRAPHY: PART II

I’ve been alone
And I’d rather be helpless and kind.
Here in this madness I’d rather be more than alive.
We can work to be as one
To increase our chances once again
And we can run from what we see
To avoid the consequences.Find the secrets of your mind
Help the ones you left behind
Be aware of all their crimes
Rest against the wall this time
Find the secrets of your mind
Help the ones you left behind to die.
Be aware of all their cirmes
Rest against the wall this time.The secrets of your mind, the ones you left behind.

THE LOST ART OF CHAPEAUGRAPHY: PART III

Now I choose to inform you
I have a plan to deform you

I have my reasons to run away.

It’s all I know
Protect or disrupt
The choice is beyond it’s words
Fill the cage
Was I hard to find?
Do you like my design?
Want me to go inside my blood lies?

And tonight I pray for life.

And the reason to escape is my love for you
Find a real god and wait.

Observing from a distance
I cannot stand this damned resistance from you
Isn’t that true?

The sentence keeps repeating in my mind.

Why do I feel like I’m alive I don’t know this place
Find my will, my alibi, my reason to wake
And run.

What if I believe that dreams never come true?
And what if I believe in happiness and youth?
My road is in front of me but I can’t have my piece of mind, until I find my way.

Inside, this lesson that you took,

It is a mechanism that will
Embrace the power from your soul
And be its servant. Now this lesson that you took
Will be a guide in the afterlife

Embrace the power from your soul
And be its servant. I’m afraid I’m going to lose you all
I’m afraid I’m going. This is the way I control your enemy
I can be a remedy I can be your fantasy
And my eyes burn slowly, you turn,
You can be my real world.

SINNERS

I see you burning in a purple flame
I see you drowning in an acid rain
I’m tired of living in this reality
Don’t let me down, I want to get out

Come down to see my world, don’t be upset
Come down to see me dead, to understand

 

Made up in my mind, this miracle is.
Just look into the grave.
You can’t realise, but the sinners are here
Look into the grave

Only essentials, I bring in here
Only essentials to hide my fear.

CURTAINS

I have a picture inside my mind
I see the circus in flames so high
I feel them scorching beneath my eyes
I need this burn mark if I want to stay alive.
Do you want to see my scar, do you want to see it?
I fear this place that I adore
I am afraid but I want more
I fear this place that I adore
I am afraid but I want more.

I will now protect you all,
I will have to burn your skulls
Do you hear the sounds?
You know your eyes are black.
Will you save me as well?
Breaking the silence, I am forgiven.

Run.

I have a picture inside my mind.

White walls, I am ready to go
White walls, I am hating you all

My walls are whiter than snow
My walls are painted with you.
I now forget you.
I’ve never seen you fly so high
Maybe this is why I die, always.

Bombs away, in a rocket I escape
Down with rage, and I fly my plane away.

Dropping bombs as my plane leaves the game.
You run.

Maybe you see them running away,
Maybe you saw them willing to stay.

Get set for it.

Innocence I thought you had
A pretty face, but now you left.
Now your servants pray for lust,
Innocence don’t be upset.

Now you’re here and you pray for the last time,
I have found a place for you inside.